Jeremy

i was just watching the video of jeremy by pearl jam....and what i saw very much disturbed me..
from what i saw in the video,Jeremy is a guy who ,well he has his problems...guys at class laugh at him...and he is the sort of guy who doesn't speak out...he tries to communicate his troubles to his parents...but they dont listen to him...
in fact the lyrics of the main para go something like
"Daddy didnt give affection
and the boy was something mommy didnt care
King jeremy the wicked ruled his world
Jeremy spoke in class today"
so anyway,this guy is self contained....with no outlet for his worries,his fears,his anxieties...and finally one day he explodes....and he goes into class and shoots himself....
i mean the video kind of glorifies this...well this act...which i really dont have any words to describe (blame it on my vocabulary)
I mean i didnt see a point....u just go and shoot yourself...and all u get is a paragraph in the local
newspaper praying for the peace of ur tormented soul......whereas if that same guy had come back at the world with vengeance , and prove everybody that he is better than what ppl made him out to b,that wouldn't have earned an exaggerated orbituary,but it wud have earned him satisfaction...
anyway...i dont think i make much sense, do i???
mayb i m going a bit crazy ;-)))