low budget angst

I am fucking bored and it must be somebody's fault.i got like a million things to do and yet I wanna have notrhing to do with any of them. I must do stuff. I know that. I read cartoon strips and I suddenly wanna be witty when I have numbers in my brain..I am playing tennis whn this *&$%^$ reminds me of jake sledghammer and i want a new diversion so to speak when i am doing fine with one. i am online on gtalk the whole fucking day, and all i do is watch youtube videos . i even comment on those fucking videos m descendoing to thw depths of crackmonkey74 and bloodleechnoob456 . punctuations and correctness of form no longer appeal to me. I am fucking out of this. all this savagery and debauchery and whatever othger ery can cross ur mind has to be somebosy's fucking fault.i cant evem read THAt paper, and i have 2 more dys to read it. i ant read a fucking book, and i cant watch a ficking movie..all this is somebody's fault.it fucking has to be. in trhe morning class my mind gose sexsexsexsexsexsexJenna Jamesonsexsexsexsex... and when i am watching porn, i think shit, i never ealized that the boundary coondition is THAt important. Icant even watch porn. I have an attention span of a fucking 5 year old, and all this has to be somebiody's fault. and to top it all, anythink anybody says, my mind goes, "what a fucking privk, i understand his parent scouldnt afford a good education, but did they afford any"? all this must be somevbody's fault. go away
seriosuly
go away
i fucking hate all of you